homour has it!!

the rats and the cats , the dogs and the cows
this is how i learnt from teachers , and stood on my toes
thats what my parents always told
grow and stand tall and hold
I remained a bit shorter ,feeling earth closer
nearer to mother land makes me merrier.
My kicks and my cry , the way i most enjoyed
always like this i got best of those colourful toys
the sisterly fights ...the killing instincts
my dirty clothers after games , still stincks.

Being older day by day , I just refuse to grow
looking for a guest , on terrace as I see a crow
The bicycle races with kids and always I lose
now my blue bike just sets me to cruise.

pranks on the friends
the first kiss from her
then second then third , made sure its not love.
holding on to this humour of life

homour has it , all !

one never came to meet me

Closing my eyes to see the unseen
dreaming a vision , one never came to meet me
still the eyes closed I happen to think
what i could do to make you blink
like a white swan in the moonlight water ,
my thoughts struck in the twilight, enduring to esacpe
release for one moment of freedom , higher can i go
the return is certain , moving me out of this low

talking with the closed eyes, i just got lost again
in the midway i saw ,the vision
one never came to meet me ,again

show me the light

here is something i dont want to say
something i dont want to do
when the meaning is not as meant to be
its is one thing i want to cryout
the one thing i dont understand
the only a thing i dont write
yes I am not finding the way , someone show me the light

here I miss the one , the way i dont miss myself lost
sitting on a dark highway , no winds moving right
I am still not finding the way , someone show me the light
rays I saw comming , not in my way
the ride I took naked and still standing nowhere
options is all I have ,
choose the correct one or the one I like
the choice makes it worse , show me the light

show me the light

Upasana

Un tak saare farmaan na pahuche to kya huaa
Un tak saare farmaan na pahuche to kya huaa ,

Aab hamara chup rahena bhi , unhe hamari yaad dilata hai

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Yeh soch kar kuch to unhe beh-kaenge
Aaj phir hum kuch likne baith gaye
Par kya jaane unse kab mulakat ho
Aaj phir hum unki tasveer le kar baith gaye!

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Aab woh din mein bhi yaad farmate hai
Par hamari to bus ek hi dua hai
Us pal hum zayada yaad na aaye , nahi to
Din 2 Din ke liye woh phir bhul jaenge

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us jaam ne hume bus yu chooda ,
us jaam ne hume bus yu chooda

jaise us se sahare humne kabhi pi hi nahi

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The choice !

Its the choice which makes us who we are , and we can always choose to be right.

The choice is not always choosing the obvious , but choosing what you think is right and that makes the choice of others as correct as yours.

a thought ..to be think about

When you see something you like, you want to see it again, and
If you see it never , you just think it ,again and again

The coffee in the hands, irish may be
the flashing lights of the car
the lenses following the linear pattern
red wrapped skin , innocent walk
never saw this so thinking .......

sad unknown deep thoughts
the shared cheerful chocky joys
bubbles in the eyes to break out loud
the ristricted moves for more life
saw a few of these ....

Dreams Travel - Hyderabad to Banglore 07- 10 Oct 2005-


(this was on yahoo blog...so just moving it here)


Must have heard dreams comming true , dreams fullfilled ....I will call this "Dreams Travel"

Never imagined when I got my blue bird "CBZ" in August 2002 that it will make my dreams also travel.Dont ask me why the color was blue , as I do make some choices which are not mine but of others ...... but sometimes only!!!!!!!!!

The trip was long , it was only 2 of us - me and Kalpesh who took the decision to had the go at it,though Prashant too had to accompany us but unfortunatly he was in bad health ...motta saala.A night before the day, I had a good sleep though a bit nervous as I went to bed.

7th October 2005
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The morning was as good as it was a day before but with difference , it was of 7th October 2005 . I got ready for office as usual and reached my deask by 10am.Worked like usual till 12.30pm and then the bubbles in heart started.Well at 1pm we had planned to start but the things got delayed and we left for Madhapur by around 2pm or so , finding our way to NH07 (National Highway 7) .My baby kissed the highway at 3:00 pm.Highways milestones readBangalore 555 kms ... Kurnool 196 kms.

Kurnool was our nightstay target and daylight time was not just enough to reach it. The highway was awesome and it could not been better than being on my bike.Driving at some 60kmph it was really good as initially I was not pushing it hard.Well after some 50kms highway drive we could feel some light rainshowers, not bothering we drove some 5kms normally and then came the windy rain strom good enough to stop us , under a small chaiwala-stall.The highway was complely empty with only water- wind traveling at the high speed.

For a moment I thought we should move back , but good that it was a thought for a moment only :) ....and then after some 15 mins as the pour converted back to drizzles we started again.

Though it was 4.15 already and the sky was still covered with heavy coulds with drizzle still on , dont know why, I just prayed for completely reverse weather.And I never thought that my prayers will be listened too.After some 1okms it was the bright sunny sky with beautiful Sun on westside...couldnt have asked for more.

Then there was no stopping ,driving at some 90-95kmph on empty road, Kurnool was now 125 kms away.At 6.15 Kurnool was 45 kms.Kalpi was hungry as that dumbhead didnt have his lunch.We stoped at a good roadside dhabha and energized ourselves with some rotis and dal fry.Tummy full and we started to cover our remaining distance for the nigh stay.Keeping the night driving rule we just kept ourselves behind a truck., it was moving slow so we had to overtake it to again comming behind another one.

At 8:00 pm we met our first distination of the trip. After the local inquiries we found the Punnami Resort.The best things about a government resorts is that they have big space ,they are green and clean (dont know why Kapli doesnt agree with it). It has been a long day and both of us are quite tired, and thats when you find a hot shower like heaven.We had our dinner and after spending a short time in front I tried to sleep .It was initially difficult to sleep after a 6 hrs of long drive and that too night cautionous driving behind the trucks.
I can say we drove well and me and Kalpi complemented eachother very well on road.
I think I didnt tell that Kalpesh got his new Thunderbird and this was this 2nd road trip , it was 3rd for me....Good night

8th October 2005
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It was a cool morning , the greenry of Punaami Resort at Kurnool was making it better.
Our target was to leave for Blore by 6.30Am but we were late by some 1.30 hrs.Bangalore was 370 kms away and we planned to drive for as many hours as possible in the cool morning.
My CBZ could travel the distance of some 100Kms - 120 kms at a streach.Its alway s good to take small haults of some 5-7 mins after 100kms just to avoid excessive load on engine.We took our first break at 150Kms. Both the bikes are giving pretty good average of more than 35.Though we were diving at 90-95kms but the average speed was some 50kms due to haults and slowing down due to small townships on the way.

As Bangalore was 104 kms we decide to take rest at a Dhaba. We reach the Karnataka - AP border point where we had a cup of tea and some biscuits.We drove last 120 kms in only 110 min.
As in the Blore entry we have a beautiful wide road which makes you enter the city , I was completely overjoyed to drive on that roadway ....hahaha still remember that.

At CBI circle I decided to move to my Kshitij's place at Banerghatta and Kaplesh waited for Nimish to come.As I reached to Banerghatta I dropped my bike at the service station for normal overoiling and called Kshitij to pick me up in his New Santro ...well that was something again to cheer about.After a good driving it was quite relaxing to sit in the hero's (Kshitij) A/C Santro.
Aaj phir woh ek sauda hum se kar gaye
Aaj phir woh ek sauda hum se kar gaye....

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