Not that I am happy or sad
not that I am not glad
Just want to make a noice to be heard
Do not decorate me , something inside still hurts
Gifted red color clothes makes me fear
Coming moments are not as one gone real.
Not that I am happy or sad
Why me not hear him , as he is glad
Still have not decided my makeup
Making fake laughs of unsaid breakup
Little broken tears make my nights darker
Father carry me to place much safer.
Not that I am happy or sad
Hold these moments, makes me glad
Waiting his dust to leave my eyes
New ones kindness are now passing by
The life less him , my best treat
His love is now leaving my beats.
Not that I am happy or sad
Just me not as all are glad
Feeling all her untold life
Cannot tell her for the right
Not that I am happy or sad , its just that I am not glad.
